Almost 30 days since I last put the pen to paper…. I don’t know why I wrote that.  I just wrote lengthy paragraphs about life just last Monday. It’s been good. As I write this now, I also realize my right hand is getting more and more fucked <replace with a more polite verb later>. I have no idea why my right hand has chosen to have this excruciating pain now. It started yesterday, and hasn’t stopped since. It is not often that one gets to experience pain, excruciating as such. It feels like a sharp-clawed animal is constantly gnawing at my right arm and there is no way on…